Sorry, I have just been extremely preoccupied with life. Just a few updates. I am happy. not just normal happy but truly happy and satisfied. i am seeing a counselor and working out my inner demons.  i have an amazing girlfriend that is taking me to florida for a week during spring break.  i have an amazing life. i feel so incredibly lucky and blessed i don’t even know where to begin. my life feels like it is moving in the right direction. i am working out every day and working toward goals that i never thought i would be able to reach.  life is beautiful. i cherish it. and i hope each of you do as well.