I think you’re single because you crave a level of attention that no one has the capacity to give you. You like to be suffocated by attention because you need words of affirmation constantly. Sometimes the only way you won’t doubt your relationship is if it’s excessively constant. Every second of every minute of every day, you need attention so you don’t feel like you’re losing it. Thus, your anxiety won’t kick in. This, Monica, is why I think you’re single

Im not single now. But as I read this it makes sense. Because I’m not bitter any more and there is some honesty in this. I do struggle with doubt sometimes. I doubt myself more than anything. I am confident but everyone has their down falls. And this is me being honest. But I am lucky. I can talk openly about this issue with Hali. And we are working through it. The key to a good relationship is communication. If you can’t be honest with yourself you can’t be honest with any one else. So this is me being honest. Brutally honest. I suck at relationships because sometimes I suck at myself. But I’m bettering myself and that I think is far better than believing you don’t have any issues.

Thank god for my amazing girlfriend.